You were angry with me tonight. You said I’d abandoned you this afternoon, that I’d “checked out” and left you bored out of your mind for hours. What you didn’t know, is that while I was lost in my world of painting and music, I hoped that would see me in my element, see how happy I was, see how good my work was and that your heart would glow. That you would love me all the more and think how special I am. I wanted you to see me and love me. I wanted you to be proud of me.