Joune
WAR FLOWERS
deur: miababy_95
I'd swear to God, but I'm pretty sure he's not around anymore
I swear that I found peace in our chaos
I swear I found us
in the bottom of a bottle
or in the first drag of the first cigarette the next morning
I swear that's where I found us
I promised I'd never drink again
I promised I'd never kiss someone like you again
But I did
And I'd kiss you again
and again
and again
for the rest of my life if I could
Anytime
Anywhere
Anyway
I like your hands
and the way they always seem to hold the night together
Even when they're bleeding from broken glass
Even if they're filthy
Even if they're around my neck
I'm always bruised thanks to nights like these
but my bruises look like flowers
The flowers you never got me
These are wounds of combat
Warflowers, if you will
Because everytime we drink ourselves to death
We go to battle
Against the odds
Of us never ending up together
30-04-2019
As Ek Geweet Het
deur: miababy_95
Ons laaste ontmoeting, saai herhalings uit
op die skerms in my brein
En die blou van jou oë ruk my siel uitmekaar
As ek geweet het, wat ek nou weet...
Ag wat maak dit saak?
11-06-2019
Oktober
deur: miababy_95
Ek het al sewe paragrawe doodgekrap
oorgeskryf
Weer doodgekrap
Koffie Gaan maak
En my laaste sigaret gerook
Ek sukkel
Deesdae sukkel ek
02-10-2019
Sondag
deur: miababy_95
Sondag
Bitter verlies van gisteraand se sogenoemde herinneringe
My mond is droog
My kop is seer
En my brein bly hoog
Stadige Sondae en my gedagtes van jou
Die naverdriet het haar kloue in my
Maar nie so diep soos wat jou mes
In my rug lê nie
Jou woorde was min
maar genoeg om die pyl
Deur die appel te dryf
Dit was dalk nie 'n kopskoot nie
maar ek is eerder dood
As wat ek myself is
Somber is dit nie?
Maanskyn en rose
Verander na pikswart
En digkuns, na die woorde van matrose
Stadige Sondae en my pyn en leed oor jou
Die lewe beweeg aan
Maar nie op Sondae nie
want Sondae was gemaak vir my en jou
Sondag vir altyd
Sondag, net vir nou
15-04-2019